 | Welcome to my most Random-ness and Retard-ness spot . | Jul 13, 2005 |
Hello there,
yeah im back blogging again . sorry for the lack of updates as i was busy with lotsa stuff . well, there were lotsa activities goin on last month such as the parades, miss tourism, kumang keligit (wuteva the name is,idk ok)..all these activities are the may fest thingy of course.. not to forget .. drinking session also got during may fest.. yes it was a blast but also embarrassing! hee  . After may fest activities ended, so the drinking session stopped .. well, it didnt really just stop there ok.. it was just for a while .. about 3 weeks like that..shitty..drinking session is a killer..it'll make ur stomach bunnncit! errghh.. regretted learning how to drink! now it makes u tempted to drink since ur already used to it.. ok, back to the About 3 weeks like that.. started the drinking session again..Mahai haaa!! there goes another kilo to gain and stomach buncit!! so yeah that's for May's story ..
June's story? ..
Gawai is the awesomeness where u can get to drink the tuakks and other alcohols... and not to forget the foood !! Food is a must !! i was looking for bbq pork .. but there was none .. booo hoo !! .. just went to 3 houses .. ended up like until 9pm ..then went bck n sleep..Then the next day, there was a dinner at eastwood for rurum kelabit..gosh, the rurum was a bit boring. But the food yooo ! niiicee ! enjooyed eating but didnt finish all bcos i got tugas to do that nite . crap !! After my tugas was done, me n cuzzies were out early from the dinner since it was too boring already..so we 'headed to alfresco.. On our way to alfresco, we saw traffic jam at the other side of the fly-over..so we thought there were police traffic checking the drivers license..but I was curious..but then not bothered to think about it...so yeah..we arrived at alfresco and then ciao early arnd 12am..so when back and sleep.. The next day wake up early and off to work.. did my work carefully and properly..the bcos i dnt want mistakes to happen again like before...and then suddenly someone knocked on the office door. I opened n the person ask "kitak org ada no org sebelah ka?" I said no but maybe yes .. and he said can u look for it.. so i ask him to come in the office while i look for the nxt door office contact no..I was curios why does he wants the nxt door offixe contct no...so when my colleague found the contact no..The guy told both me n my colleague there were 2 person involve in the accident last nite..both died and one of them who works next to our office..me n my colleague was really shocked..speechless..the accident was really bad..I nvr knew his name..but I just knw him jst like that since he works jst beside our office..last time i used to call him handsome boy..now i couldnt anymore..he will always be remembered by love ones. RIP.
I have to to bed now . Goood morning ! Well, well, well,
I'M BACK BLOGGY !! Seriously, I miss u bloggy ! Like fakin seriously !! I miss whining in here . LIKE SERIOUSLY !! This past few years was faking .. ermmm .. how do u describe this .. ermm .. INSANE !! Fakinnnng INSANE !!
Well,well,well,
It's been 2 years looking around but still have not found one . Dayummm !! But to be honest, looking around is fun !! and for now it's a hobby for me . LOL ! Ok, cut the crap ..
hmph, what else for updates ... oh yeah, tomorrow is FRIDAY !! and oh yeahhh !! I love weekends !! I got a feelin that tomorrow nite is gonna be a good GOOD nite !
Ok lah, I end up till here . Sheesh wut a random post this is for year 2010 . wtf
K byeeeeeeeeeee !
As I prayed today hoping that everything was gonna be just fine, well it was .. until suddenly out of the blue I was asked 1 question that i freakin didnt know how to answer . I got freak out so I just let out the truth and yes, knak tegur and knak critic2 somemore .. you imagine how embarrassing it is .. and also I've been reminded for so many times and still I always forgot2 one haiya . I want to complaint but there's no use . bcosss it was my fault for not doing the things I've been told to do so and I can't blame anyone else for this and that cause it would still be my fault .
hmph . I guess He did not answer my prayer or I the one who should be alert the next time . Hmph, ok i know this is just for my own good to learn my lesson but I have repeated the same mistakes again . haiya . sokay lah, for this one it happens once only for the others lots of times . ehehehe . nasiiiib ... but thankfully I know who they are and they know who I am, but the thing is .. its not easy ok . like there's no privacy .. something like that . I think I "regreted" saying "I'll try" . I was thinking of to stop or not ... like seriously, life sometimes is not fair, but you gotta live with it and earn it . and oh, we should be thankful too although its hard for whatever .. and although its hard but maybe in the end u'll receive a wonderful reward right ? Now all I can do is to be patient and we'll see what turn up next .. hmph . alright till here then . Nuf crapping i need to got to sleep now , g'nite ! So ok,
Today is Sunday, yesterday was Saturday and the day before Saturday was Friday . As you see, thats the only time I can have my relaxation . The rest on the weekdays I gotta work work work WORK my ass off . dah lah mala jak over time . sheesh . I hate working over time and it's not really worth it . like seriously . Mum ask me to quit working and look for another job somewhre else and the eldest sister ask me to continue study taking nursing course but one of my friend said its not that easy taking nursing as you have to struggle a lot .
So wtf should I do then ? Look for a job else where ? well working is fun but without OVER TIME lah . Like I said I hate working OVER TIME !! . Biar pun balit awal from work I don't mind my $$ not that much . Im a human being ok ! I need some rest too and oh HOLIDAYS too !! How I wish this month is a holiday like in Italy . They are having holiday now for A MONTH ! how cool is that . I wannnnt tooo !! Heih . Buruk lalu M'sia . dah cuti pun kejap2 jak .
Anyways, tomorrow back to work . Argh ! how stressful it is working in my place . well, Im a bit slow with this work . sometimes I dont get what the supplier is talking about . all I can hear is yadiyadiyadiyayayadidiyaaya and I just answered ok ok ok I understand but actually I dont . hee . my bad ! arrgh ! How I wishhhh everday was a holiday !! I've been working and working always until my parents n frens got fed up with my excuses . they will say "mala jak ot" . well, what to do . the bos sometimes ask us to ot maaa .
Also, I've been commit with work and I have neglect going to church . That is worst already . how like this , can not eh ! can not !! This is bad bad bad !! a no no good example . adohhhh adohhh . and then, Im just not right working there . Idk why but .. I sense it's a no no no good to me . ada Feng shui la, no privacy la and all that ... blablablabla . wont talk much abt it .
hmph, K la I think that's about it .
gtg now . ciao !
Hey, yeah I'm back ! woot . Btw, I love this song by Yuna so much and really mean something . hehe . I didnt know she was a malay from Malaysia until I saw her in youtube . woww . All this while I thought she was like mix blood from Indonesia . Dang !
oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh–
Last night, he surprised me . Damn he's good . crap!  He's totally back here again ! I thought he was asking me to come and pick something at his granny's. Skali tengoook . Chey ! kurang asam ! we're picking that "something" means him ! he totally got me . dammnn . ahhh . I miss him like totally .. Today hes goin back to hs kpg as his granny (the other granny) passed away this morning . So he'll be bck this evening and i'll be seeing him tonite . And later, Im goin out with my darling Marie Janik to payot . woo hoo ! both of us wanna trim our eye brows . im so tempted wanna trim it since last week . tebal dah bulu kening tok . cakemak ! LOL . and after that we're goin to makan, and of course org nok dah bekerja mesti sponsor kawan kan ? so I have to sponsor her later . wahahaha . Well, I am cause Im the one who wants to bring her out . but she drives me around lah as I dont have driving lisence yet . wahahahha  . Okay la thats enuf . damn my eyes are sleepy but I dont feel like sleepg . daaaymmm . bah ciaooo ! Today, was very damn exhausted . Both my bos were in my office room .. so I was stranded in the room . Feck . Very tension no privacy cause bos is watching every single move to what I do . erggh . I feel like so feck-tard infront of the pc for 3 hours and pretending to do my work . Buduh . Anyways, Im glad that some of my suppliers replied my enquiries . It took me bloody weeks months to follow up with the suppliers . Tomorrow, have to follow up again . haiyah . cakemak ! I hope the other suppliers will reply for the other enquiries . If they dont then feck them . errrghh . Btw, I've uploaded new song and the title goes "Bottle up" by Pussycat Dolls Feat Snoop Dogg . Beeeessst !! K la. enuf of randomness story for today . Wanna go sleep now . I'll update whenever lah . Bye ! I've just change my layout and status . The previous one looks retarded . I guess now its getting more retarded . crap . Nevermind, I'll update it again later . Ok gtg now . Got thunder and lightning ! I dont wanne be strike by it ok . Im still young . I still do wanna live . hmph . k bye retard ! Currently,
I fell in love with this song ..
"fell in love without you"
by
Motion City Soundtrack
But I prefer the acoustic version than the original one . I think this song has a hint of sarcasm in it, perhaps .. Whaaateverrrrrr . So not bothered .
Anyways, I jussst lurrrf this song . Totally have no idea of why .
Not because of the sarcasm okaaay .
The acoustic version makes me fall in love with the song . hee 
Ok, thats enuf for tonight .
Gtg now . Gotta finish my work and go to bed .
Have to wake up early tomorrow .
Dang !
Ok bye !
Loads of retardness,
Me .
Hello ..Its been weeks since I last updated my blog . Okaay, I want to story everybody !
Okay like this ..Miri is killing me ! It is sucking the meaningless out of me . The retardness is all gone not as same as before . I have to get out and live . Chances are I might get back on track and quit working and continue with studies maybe ? But malas lah . Workg is fun tho buuut I have to get my ass off bed early on the weekdays . Like crap arr . But what to do . Have to suffer every weekends lah . hmpph . If I go back to study, Im sure I wont concertrate one, enjoy ada la concentrate . ehehehe .
Today, I woke up early and I was really semangat to go to church . But end up tidak jadi because malas . I knooowww . Bad girl . Baaaaad girl . Btw, both my retarded lovely sisters are back from they're studies and I'm glad they are back becaause they can get to drive me and be my driver . Woo hoo !
That's why I love you guys .
Oh, last few months was a disaster . He suck, She suck too . And one of my friend, a guy, keeps on asking me if I miss her . Like WTF ?? Why should I be if she btrayed and lied to me . Is that how best friend goes ?? If she misses us, why wont she said it by herself . Why does she has to tell you and you go and tell us that she misses us ?? Suruh la nya pdh kedirik . Dah tauk salah . Bodoh !
Well, whatever then . Wont bother talking about it anymore . Unless .. if there's something happen again, Im going to story again in here to release my tensioness . haha . boyaii . Hmph . Enough crap, Lets get serious ..
Life lately yes as you can see is meaningless and depressing . But I would have to say it has been interesting . Many stupid and fun events have occur and I really thing Foods are my addiction , drinking session are Craaaazy, sleepiing is peaceful and working is fun ($$) . ehehehe
Hmmph, what else to be said here .. hmmph .. la la alalalalaalaa ~
I wish I was somewhere else right now (NOT forever somewhere else ok . I mean right now). Miri boring bah . Always go to the same place . Today Sunday right ? As usual, we're goin to esplanade, like what I said earlier on we always go to the same place . Seeeeeeeeee . how boring is miri . Geeez .
I feel lazy and useless nowadays . darnn . I love my life sometimes and sometimes I dont . errrr .. 
Okay lah that's enough crap Ive talk already.
Lots of Retardness,
Ena
 | Category: | Music | | Genre: | Other | | Artist: | Jem |
I love this song so much . It's a very touching song and sounds great. Hmmph .
******
You can't know, oh no
you can't know
how much I think about you, no
It's making my head spin
Looking at you
and you are looking at me
and we both know what we want
hmmm, so close to giving in
Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
wish I could spend the night
but I can't pay the price
oh no, no
But I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
rocking me inside
it's too much to hide
I know, oh yes
I know that we can't
be together
but, I just like to dream
It's so strange
the way our paths have crossed
how we were brought together
hmmm, it's written in the stars it seems
Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
I'd love to spend the night
but I can't pay the price
oh no, no
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
and it's too much to hide
Back to earth
where did you take me to
I know there's no such thing
As painless love
well it'll catch us up
and we can never win
But ohhh
I feel so alive
ohhh
Just wanna hold you
hold you so tight
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
and it's too much to hide
And I'm flying so high
high off the ground
when you're around
 I'm dying of boredom !!
Wish I could go far far away from this land .
I wanna go destress myself .
Feccck .
I need a drink .
Vodka will do !!
I'm so sick and tired with all the things happend .
Like crap !!
Oh sorrow .
Won't you flow out ?
Oh distance .
Oh why won't you disappear .
Hmmmph ....
sOoOOoo MB !
 | Quiet | Aug 23, '08 6:54 AM
for everyone |
I'm feeling something is not right .
But I dont know what .
I'm searching for anwsers .
But there's none .
Why does today feel so quiet .
Still I dont know .
. BlanK .
I'm still waiting for the answer .
Buuuut .
Still no anwers !!
Like .
@#$%^&*()!~+_
Oh well,
I'm a question without answer .
Just fine then if that's what you want !
I'll keep quiet .
Good day !
| WTH ?!! | Aug 17, '08 12:57 AM
for everyone |
Ok ..
So I Just found out that one of my closest friend is in a totally mess up character .
WTH is wrong with you lady !!
Need some slapping to do for you .
We're worrid sick about you okaaaaay !
How long do you wanna keep this as a secret ha ??
Everyone knows about it !
Kau pikir sik ketara alu ka ???
FOR GOODNESS SAKE !
Bapa org bah .
Adohh adohhhhhh .
WTF WTF WTF WTF
You soo need to be slap lady !
How I wish I can talk to you about it .
Seem like you've been keepin it as a secret from everyone .
And only a guy .
Just one guy .
Who knows all about your secret and he told me about it .
Anyway, your secrets wont last long I tell you my friend .
People will know soon .
So be prepared for it .
How am I gonna help you if you've been keepin it to yourself
And only spills out your secrets to him .
Haaaa .. You figure that out your self then .
Good Luck !
| Category: | Music | | Genre: | Other | | Artist: | Switchfoot |
Ok. So. I get kind of a sense of desperation and desire from this song and this is my favourite especially this part "...Here we are now with falling sky and the rain, we're awakening, Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain, We're awakening...i wanna wake up kicking and screaming, i wanna know that my hearts still beating..." it really reflects how I feel right now. hee :)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Facedown with the L.A. curbside
Ending in the ones and zeroes
Downtown was the perfect place to hide
The first star that I saw last night was a headlight
Of a man made sky but
Man made never made our dreams collide, collide
Here we are now with falling sky and the rain
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition
You've been talking in your sleep about a dream
We're awakening
Last week saw me living for nothing but deadlines
With my deadbeat sky but
This town doesn't look the same tonight
These dreams started singing me out of nowhere
And in all my life
I don't know that I've ever felt so alive, alive
Here we are now with falling sky and the rain
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition
You've been talking in your sleep about a dream
We're awakening
I want to wake up kicking and screaming
I want to wake up kicking and screaming
I want to know that my heart's still beating
It's beating, I'm bleeding
I want to wake up kicking and screaming
(I want to wake up)
I want to live like I know the meaning
(I want to wake up)
I want to know that my heart's still beating
(I want to wake up)
It's beating, it's beating
It's beating, I'm bleeding
Here we are now with falling sky and the rain
We're awakening
Here we are now with the desperate youth and the pain
We're awakening
Maybe it's called ambition
You've been talk, talking in your sleep about a dream
We're awakening a dream
We're awakening, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah | Category: | Music | | Genre: | Other | | Artist: | Incubus. |
The thing I like about this song is how beautiful and dreamlike... with the lights down low the sounds immerse you. The song makes you feel peaceful and the emotions as the instruments take you there. Btw, this is the longest song on the album at 7:46. fuhhh.. I'd have to say that this is the most unique song incubus has ever recorded. In this song an instrument called the Ko-Kyu is used throughout the song with a very unique sound. hmph.. so enjoy listening to it. :)
I'm floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we could meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river | Category: | Music | | Genre: | Pop | | Artist: | Kylie minogue |
I have always adored Kylie since I was 16 and hearing her songs just makes me wanna move my body and go wild! lol. But I like this song SPEAKERPHONE even more. Woo Hoo!
Music make you lose control
Lights Mind Eyes Hearts
Lights (Flashin')
Sound (Crashin')
Minds (Blowin')
Body (Rockin')
Eyes (Lockin')
Lips (Touchin')
Hearts (Pumpin')
Pressure (Risin')
Breathes (Takin')
Rump (Shakin')
Music (Makin')
Lose (Control)
Play it on your speakerphone
Track repeat go on and on
Drop your socks
and grab your mini
boom box
Do the pop lock body rock
Let the beat drop
Till your shell shocked
Baby what, tell me
what you got
Rock hard like a sinner block
To your head bone
Temple bone
Through your jaw bone
To your neck bone
Collar bone
Medic go on
To your back bone
Moving on
Through your hip bone
When your
Play it on your speakerphone
Track repeat go on and on
Lights (Flashin')
Sound (Crashin')
Minds (Blowin')
Body (Rockin')
Eyes (Lockin')
Lips (Touchin')
Hearts (Pumpin')
Pressure (Risin')
Breathes (Takin')
Rump (Shakin')
Music (Makin')
Lose (Control)
Play it on your speakerphone
With your friend
or on your own
On the street or in your home
Fill the buzz and hum along
Play it on your speakerphone
Let the stars collide
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/1wvW ]
Stop your pockets goin'
ring-a-ding-dong
Turn your thing on
speakerphone
We can get it on
Set your mind on
Freaky mode
Where you wanna go?
Feel the buzz grow
Let it glow
To your head bone
Temple bone
Through your jaw bone
To your neck bone
Collar bone
Medic go on
To your back bone
Moving on
Through your hip bone
When your
Play it on your speakerphone
Track repeat go on and on
Lights (Flashin')
Sound (Crashin')
Minds (Blowin')
Body (Rockin')
Eyes (Lockin')
Lips (Touchin')
Hearts (Pumpin')
Pressure (Risin')
Breathes (Takin')
Rump (Shakin')
Music (Makin')
Lose (Control)
Play it on your speakerphone
With your friend
or on your own
On the street or in your home
Fill the buzz and hum along
Play it on your speakerphone
Let the stars collide
Drop your socks and
grab your mini boom
box, box, box, box,
box, box...
(Let the beat drop)
Drop your socks
and grab your mini
boom box
Do the pop lock body rock
Let the beat drop,
drop, drop, drop,
drop, drop, drop,
drop, drop, drop..
Drop your socks and
grab your mini boom
box, box
Play it on your speakerphone
Lights (Flashin')
Sound (Crashin')
Minds (Blowin')
Body (Rockin')
Eyes (Lockin')
Lips (Touchin')
Hearts (Pumpin')
Pressure (Risin')
Breathes (Takin')
Rump (Shakin')
Music (Makin')
Lose (Control)
Play it on your speakerphone
Let the stars collide | Mmhmp. | Mar 31, '08 12:54 PM
for everyone |
I want to suck you... lick you... wanna move my tongue all over you...wanna feel you in my mouth...yeap, that's how you...eat an ice cream.
LOL! April fool!
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 | so lamak i din visit ur page. and now im in it. =D |
| Im glad you like it dear. That's helps alot. Giving me semangat to write more stuff. tee hee. Anyways darling, you're not a crappy emo person. You are a person with feelings. and that's a beauty within. Now, make sure you remember that. hugs & kisses babe! |
| you la. recently i received a mail from you regarding this multiply thing. So, i do one la. hehe. |
 | hehe..best la?senang jak polah ya..just upload songs to the music section..then ko edit la page and put ur play list on random..hehe |
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